D1D Y0U 533 7H47 700?

K.33P Y.0Ur531F S.4F3

53r10U51Y 60...

64P31N6 W0UND

It was all a projection,justtryingtofillmyneeds(acceptance,understanding,love,support"family"); physicaltangiblecorporealpraxisVSconceptincorporealephemeral;divinationsleeplessguard, spiritualityXpatterns=simulation,marienette;ifyou'regoingtotheendwhywait?ifyouknowitisthe end,why sleep?; wakinglifeisgettingmorebizzare,likethedreams,cryingasIwakecan'tfindwheretheeventhorizonoftheuncannyvalleylies;

71CK 70CK:9.28.24@6:42pm

124:22:17

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-The trauma of the abuse and neglect I suffered in my upbringing has branded me with an inescapable mortal terror; I put off mental health and self care my entire life; The need to sustain a flesh that I despised, forced me to stifle my soul for too long, I refuse to suffer through another day of that terrible mistake

-Nightmares! Once again my every night is filled with nightmares, I wake coated in a cold sweat, my restless sleep is an eternal hopeless conflict poised against an unstoppable force, their relentless inescapable persecution knowing no cessation, those I turn to for help are deaf to my pleas, and those that are dearest to me, I am forced to watch fall again and again, the exhaustion is relentless, and existence is pain, an endless loop of grief, loss and guilt, the shame of it all continues to torment me without end.

fuck off Destrudo

4r3 Y0U r3411Y 410N3?

-similar to tremors or earthquakes, a shaking sensation is felt througout my entire body, I will lay down for a moment assumeing it to be a dizzyness of sort but then I wake up several hours later with no recollection of anything after decideing to lay down

-faint strands and/or string like objects will breifly surround/follow objects in motion before quickly dissapateing, due to this, at first this was easily mistaken for a piece of hair or dust on the air, however, repeated sightings and closer inspection has revealed it to be a visual effect that heavily resembles ink scribbles which surround and follow the targeted object, swarming into the trajectory of its momentum, in effect, dimly outlining its path

-electricity flows through the head ears rush with wooshing sound

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"I'm talking in tongues when my body shakes violently"

Phrases:qhun f'thrarai studu'thck f'thrar* (ogsfg) hoe-sie su-quhn f'thrarai (okdg)

"Vocabulary":quhn (oh);f'thrar(ai)*;(diety/gods(esses));hoe-sie (ok);su-quhn (damnit);

D0 Y0U H4V3 r16H75?

-sue your former boss: any defense from exploitation/manipulation?

-sue your landlord: any defense from ineptitude/unlawful entry?